I am so sorry that you are dealing with so much disruption and uncertainty, James. The seemingly small changes that come with a major health event can be some of the most upsetting parts, because they're so constant in your face and wrecking your routine. I think it's especially hard to lose an anchor that has provided you with something to look forward to (and an enriching activity to take your mind off things!) every day. It's good to hear from you. You have been in my thoughts!